im at my uncle's. jus got back from cinema with tjay and adnaan. Hostage...its quite good actually. i bunked 2 lessons today tho, 1st lesson which is english and last lesson which is english support. soo i finished college at 3 and the best thing was...i got the train with matt. actually it was gonna b me tjay matt and adnaan but the two old mans were tooo slow..they missed the train..matt jus jumped in the train and i followed him! at least i had a great time alone wit him...and a luvly goodbye kiss....

i dont want u to worry about me. im not gonna say anythin that forcin u or wateva...i said it once and im not gonna say it again till the day u rbelong to me..

im soooo tired -*-....need to get sum sleep. nite nite...ppl

bye bye

Hello there!

i jus feel bored. im soooo happy! and i hav no idea WHY??!! even im ill >__< ... ..i cant stop caughin!!! mayb that is why im so happy! we was listenin to sum musics in class and i was tryin to beat him! i neva cud!!! im jus a lil (evil) gal! <<wtf im talkin about??!!>> o___O

i didnt go to college today. wel...im dyin >__<. ive got a bloody terrible headache and i cant stop caughin. i think i was gonna die last nite...it was sooooooooo harsh.

if ur wonderin how am i? dont b worry...ill try to c u tomorrow...i damn will
Love...ur sunshine X x x x x (})

im soooo tired -*-....need to get sum sleep. nite nite...ppl

missssssss everybody
bowbow

can i ask u somethin?

yea...

everyone must luv their bf/gf, right?

well i guess the way it works is u find someone that u get on with/attracted to

and u sorta build on that

but im not the best person to ask

im useless when it comes to relationships

i never know what to do

ur not useless. u gave me the best answer i ever wanted

why is that the best answer u wanted?

im not tellin u:P if i tell u i hav to kill u

what is that supposed to mean?

promise me ull still my good friend if i tell u somethin

yeh i promise

always

i cant loose u as a friend

your too dear to me

i kno i shudnt but it annoyin me if im not tellin

i just wanna say i always luv u

i dont mean to change anythin

just lets things are the way they are

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why couldnt u hav told me this a long time ago

its because that we never really said anything that i didnt know what to do

thats what i meant by im the worst person to ask

cos i know that if id said something that things might have been different

thats what i thought - -

im glad u finally made me talk about it tho

im jus sorry that things are the way they are

but i want u to stay close to me

i wont stay away from u...i promised

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5.30am

anyways im gonna try and sleep for at least an hour

nighty night sweetie

kk

speak to u soon (Kiss)

sweet dreams (big hug)

speak to u soon (Kiss)

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I cannot pim thai

MiZ...nan

Miz....P tan

Miz...kay

Miz...my friend

Miz...????

bye bye